The end and a new beginning

Many things has happened. It is not that bad but something has been going around my mind and it bothers me recently.
Conflicts, argument that will rise everyday has finally falls on me, it hits me, especially to people that I care so much.

I've learnt. I learned that I'm wrong in someway, at some point of my life. I've sin everyday. I know I am wrong but I do not ask for forgiveness because it is entirely up to the opposite side.
That is why I felt that Jesus died on the cross for man, is unbelievable. I've done something wrong and I am hoping that my friend would forgive me but for God, he is sinless. Yet, he died for us, and for our sin.

I hope everything comes to an end. For the past week, I've been complaining, complaining and complaining. Anger, frustration, stress surround me. I'm not focus enough, and not been thankful to God everyday. I sin. The evil in me has taken over my life and I'm no longer in control for myself

To friend that I've hurt, verbal especially. I am sorry. To people that I didn't follow and get update to, I'm sorry. God, I am sorry. 

Time will heals and I should be thankful that God tells me that I am wrong. I should repent and rebuke.
Last week of April. My parents are going to travel soon. I'll pray for them, safe flight and smooth journey. I'm quitting my part time job and fully focus on revision. I'll miss the kids. As for piano class, perhaps I'll continue 2 week once and keep myself on track.
Lastly, I hope I'll get my own revision done, productively.
Wish me luck!