So how am I? I'm good and bad. My mood has change drastically within a day ( prolly because of pre-exam anxiety) so most of the time I do not have the mood to blog.
Thou May is coming to an end, feeling complicated at the same time. I wish May could end asap because many things doesn't go the way as I wish, but on the other side I hope time could pass slower caz it means I don't have much time to do my revisions.
Feeling tired, have broken sleep, panics attacks, all spot on! Yes I know tough time creates tough people and great things doesn't come from comfort zone, but I guess I've to keep reminding myself and learn how to apply to myself. Done, I should't dwell too much on unhappy things!
'Yippie'
On a happier note, I got to met up with my seniors bro and sis for the past few weeks. A BBC friend came all the way from Hong Kong so we had dinner and a bit of catch up. Glad that he found a job and it was all good! Though some of my friend is having relationship problems, conflicts with friends/family, did not do well in the exams, struggling with revisions method, long hour and super tiring weekend of classes, dad is not well for the past few days etc, still I can list things that made my day!
'Count my Blessings'
People that made my day, my awesome pawesome lecturer, classmates that send encouraging messages every morning, drop me to the station after late night class, pay for my lunch, makes me laugh, talk to me over the phone, tell me their whereabout, drop me a text telling me how was their paper, I felt so good.
Something more ridiculous ( in a good way), people that watch me over the Skype and we studied.
They are from UK. They woke me up, additional duty to make sure I'm awake and I did not sleep back.
Current record was 10 hrs with Hoon and sometimes w my cousin in Hull up to 5 hrs. While I'm typing, is my turn to wake her up in an hr time. Other special guest was my studymate from ATC, I'm annoying her by question all over, yet she still never failed to answer me.
One of the law firm colleague too, left a msg on instagram to me when she saw our picture being posted.
'Mum the Best'
Celebrated Mother's day last week. Mum is happy with her Mother's day present. She was there for me through it all. the dirty diapers, sleepless nights, messy room, and of course, the good times! I present her a 'fake oscar award' lol. Still, thought that counts! Teachers day. From primary school teacher till High school teacher and, college. I wished my primary school teacher( as my friend's mum was her), high school- Add Math teacher, College- Ms Azreena and lastly my current fav lecturer- Tan. ( I was not the one to wish him thou, I get 'representative' and someone to start the conversation, was too shy haha!).
I believe after I list all the thing #I'mblessed with, it will be a goodday that I'll be talking about someday. I'm trying to do something that will make me smile and worth look back on it!
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