Home Sweet Home!

3 hours journey from Cardiff Central to Heathrow Airport, luggage which is around 40 kg, hours of waiting and a journey of airplane trip, I am now home! :)
' Home is not where you live, is where they understands you'. This is so true.
Time flies. I still remember the day I fly off to Cardiff and now I am returning home. Time passed by so fast and we all grown.  And now, I asked myself, What did I learned in the past 11 months? Did I make these times and effort worthwhile to myself? I really couldn't ask for more. I have best parents, siblings, friends and God in my life. I remembered that I read something like this: Life is a beautiful struggle. Yes, I'm afraid of failure, haters, people sneer at me etc. But just because of these, we learned, experience and grow.
To be honest, I depend on people too much. Since I was young, everything will be arranged in the best way for me. I never need to worry about foods, finances, transportation. Things will get fixed easily and I have to just follow and do whatever I wish, whatever I want and whatever I feel to do.Focus on studies. That's all.
'Always put yourself into others shoe'. Now, I understand why my mum feel asleep on sofa just a second after a long day. She is really tired.  I never had any considerate feelings. * sinful* When you're out alone, I have to manage myself everything on my own. It takes me a long time to get used to everything. I used to have a habit where the food came straight infront of me just after I yelled at my maid: KAK MAKAN! Just 3 min. Settled.
That's not how things work really. You may think that I am a bit too late to realized but Thank God at this moment, I knew that I am already wrong.
Time management, balance your studies with activities and to explore. I'm sucks! I did a biggest mistake in my life this year. Forgetting my ultimate aim and neglect the important things. It got worse and I had to bare with all the consequences. Tears came down and I've to washed it away. Received the bad news when I'm having holiday trip with friend. Well, because of me, the trip for the entire day was really bad. I embarrassed myself in front of others.
  However, I've seniors and friends that always talk to me, giving me advises, shared their experiences to me. Through that, I've learned a lot.  Life is only about studies, but you have to clear why are you here and what do you want. Again, I've made a mistake for not having a clear mind aim throughout the year. I dissapoint my family and friends but they never give up on me, simply means that I shouldn't give up on myself.

Too good to be home. My dad told me that he is going to pick me up in the airport. But I never expect these bunch of people will appear.

Why are they so sweet?!

Hugs**

They've actually plan everything. Everyone will be coming and we're going to have a dinner. I am surprised that everyone is turned up! * so so so touched! *
Before I leave to Cardiff, we're perfect. When I'm back, We're still perfect! Now I couldn't deny that we're not perfect anymore. WE ARE! We're different in our own way but We're perfect when we got together. Okay, for me at least :)

After the dinner they decided to bring me around since there's quite some place that has open after I leave.
Chilling and update session after the dinner. Not too late, we leave Tea Lounge around 12:am. Still not enough, lunch tomorrow lol! So after discussions and opinions, we've decided to have lunch at Festival Mall.
Its 31/8, our  National Day. Expect road block and traffic jam so all plans are rejected.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!

Hair cut after lunch nxt day. This is the first time I've my hair cut after 11 months. This time, Yien and Sien followed me to give that a try. Still I'm satisfy with what my stylish Kit has done for me. He never dissapoint me! After the haircut I decided to give myself a rest. Having tea with sien at my house and Yien leave. Quick update and chatting session with Sien about some sensitive but well, we came up with different opinions and stories.
Shall blog about it soon since I've been thinking bout that sometimes. I'm still worry about the final result that will released in a week. Hope for the best. Always pray and believe in him.
Goodnight!